Deep Thinking~~

I actually gonna post about something more true from my heart but I stopped right before I click on the publish button. I am afraid that the post might be off from what ISLAM taught us. Off or not is actually based on reader's view. So I kept it in the draft just for my reading and remove the risk of being judge by a simpleton... The post is called the 'A Letter to Heaven'.. it is about how I feel about my life and something. I suddenly feel like.. it is not important to tell other people about that and I am the one who should be talking to HIM directly after prayer. Hope that HE can give the true answer on what my life is all about. Cuz I am so moral down about my own life.

Congratulation~~

Berkenaan post yg lalu.. 'harapan'.. Its about a girl that I've met past couple years ago... She is very kind to me and I don't know why I didn't confess to her that time that I love her.. I've lost contact of her and since then I have keep searching for her about 2 years.. 

Few days ago, I managed to get a few news about her from my other closed friend that she just have been married(Akad Nikah) and this Saturday is her wedding ceremony.. Something felt like shatter in my chest and I guess GOd have other plan for me.

So,I know you wouldn't even read this post but I wish you Gud luck in your journey becoming someone else wife.. And live a happy life with your life partner =')

Harapan~~~

Berharap kepada sesuatu yang tidak mungkin jadi... Maybe I should just give up T_T